Sometimes it’s comforting to know that the fence behind my house keeping me from the train track is broken. Sometimes I like to think about how easy it would be… Just one step…
if you follow the paintbrush with your eyes while not moving your head, it forces you to use emdr which is a therapeutic technique to calm anxiety/panic. watching fish swim causes the same effect.
I don’t have a favorite post on Tumblr, I don’t have things that I ‘always’ reblog.
But this is one thing I love seeing on my dash, I love having it on my blog, it really helps to calm me down and its amazing.
because this is what bullying does to people.
because this is the affect being called fat has.
because after fighting it day after day… finally it broke her.
Anonymous asked: Youre beautiful I just want you to know that. Like actually you are really hot
thank you so much <3
losing weight. breaking hearts.
When your father finds out you’re bulimic, and shits on you for it.
Anonymous asked: I love you. I care.
My sister heard me throwing up in the bathroom today… she called her friend Kelsey right away to tell her about it and Kelsey ended up calling me telling me i have to tell my mom whats going on. You dont understand.. i CANT tell my mom. She will go crazy. My mom is literally the biggest over reactor on the face of this earth. She’s going to put me in a rehab or micro manage my life. I cant do this. I cant deal with any of it. Fuck my fucking life.
it was me… its always me.
-Lose 20 pounds